THANKS TO GOD I'M STILL ALIVE..HAVING A NIGHTMARE LAST NIGHT.
AFTER I'LL RECIEVED A PHONE CALL FROM QATAR.
MY BESTFRIEND EVER AND MY QUYA DANDY.
(KUMUSTAHAN SESSION, TALKING ABOUT MY LIFE AND
BLAH BLAH BLAH!! sHH.... ITS CONFIDENTIAL! :)
WHILE I'M WAITING HIS CALL AGAIN,(NAPATOROG AKO).
KASU DAE NA NAG-APOD ULET SI QUYA KO!
I KNOW HIS REALLY WORRIED ABOUT ME..
THANKS PALAN TO ATE DINA, MANOI KIKOI.
DEX ASIN SI IBA PA NAKARUMDUM SAKU!
HAISTT.. I WAS CRYING ALL NIGHT!!
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT..HAYS.. EH DI SANA NGAYON,
NA BALITAAN NYU NG PATAY AKO!!
DEAD ON ARRIVAL KAHIT IPILIT AKONG DALHIN AT
THE NEAR HOSPITAL, KUNG MAGKATAON!
IT'S NOT AJOKE.. IT'S TRUE!!!
AT GANITO ANG BUONG PANGYAYARI!!!
I TALK TO MY FRIEND RECALLING ABOUT MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS.
SABI DAA,BASTA ARAM KO MY EX SI _______ NA CLASSMATE MI..
DAE KI MATANDAAN TALAGA..SISAY TO?HA?
BUT WHILE I'M JUST DREAMING, I HEARD A VOICE WHISPERED
( PADANGAT TAKA) TWO TIMES...
THEN I'M AT HOME AT THAT TIME, WITH MY ELDER SISTER IN OUR KITCHEN..
I'LL LOVED TEASING HER...BALIK BALIK AKING KAKALAKAW SA MY LAMESA..
AND THEN MY FRIEND IS THERE.WHO WANTS TO TALK WITH ME.
BIGLA NAWARA SI ATE.
THEN A PERSON WHO ALREADY PAST AWAY COMES...
(PIRMI KO SYA NAPAPANGITOROGAN EVERYTIME I HAD A PROBLEM.)
DAE KO ARAM KUNG TANU..ASIN DAEKI MAIPALIWANAG KADTO PA!!
FOR MY CLOSE FRIEND I DO HOPE YOU'LL REMEMBER HIM..;(
HE ASK ME, TO GO WITH HIM, AND LEAVE THIS WORLD.
I SAW A BEAUTIFUL AND PEACEFUL PLACE.
ALL THE PEOPLE THERE WEARING WHITE CLOTHES.
WE BOTH WEARING WHITE CLOTHES TOO..
WE'RE BOTH HAPPY JAM TOGETHER,
AS IN NA FEEL KUNG MAUGMAHUN NA TALAGA AKO AT THE TIME!!.
THEN HE TOLD ME ( PADANGAT TAKA) WHILE HIS HOLDING MY HANDS..
I FELT HIS PRESENCE TALAGA!! AS IN FEELING KO.TOTOONG BUHAY SYA!
IT'S VERY TOUCHING MOMENT..MEDYU NAGTATAMPO NA NGANI DAA SYA SAQU!
I'VE REALIZD, I WAS SO BLESSED ENOUGH TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE HIM,
HE REALLY SEES MY WORTH..
DAE KO KEPUHAN MAG-PARA ISIP NA GARU MAYU
AKUNG SAYSAY NA TAWO..
PARA KULGAN ASIN TAPAKAN ANG PAGKATAWO KO!!
THEN I SUDDENLY REALIZED THAT HIS ALREADY GONE,
SO WHY DO I NEED TO GO WITH HIM.??
BUT I'D MADE A BETTER CHOOSE...,
TO GO BACK WE'RE I BELONG AND LIVE HAPPY WITH MY FAMILY,
FRIENDS AND SOMEONE I'D LOVED...SORRY FRIEND SA TAMANG PANAHON GARU AKO MAIBA SAIMU!...
BUT DON'T WORRY MY FRIEND I'M OKEY NOW...
DESPITE FOR ALL THE PAIN I FELT, I'D SMILE!!
CAUSE I HAVE FAITH IN GOD..HIS ALWAYS THERE TO GUIDE ME..
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CARE AND EVERYTHING!!
DON'T WORRY I'M STRONG..
NO MATTER WHAT FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY,
I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR THEM..THEN I'LL DO MY BEST..
(PARA MAGIMATA AKO)..
THEN MY ATE ADHAY, COMFORT WITH ME..WHILE I'M JUST CRYING...(SUBRA!!)
KALA KO MAWAWARA NA AKO!!!
OKEY MAN KUTA DUMAN, MAUGMA ASIN TAHIMIK,
SAKA YAON DUMAN MGA NAG-PAPADANGAT PA SAKO!!
HAYS.. I REMEMBER BDAY NI VHON LAST JUNE 23, 2011..
THEN MY TWIN SISTER CAMILLE DEATH ANNIVERSARY THIS
COMING AUGUST 1, 2011.
I MISS YOU!!
(UNTIL NOW DAE PAAKO NAKAKA-RECOVER)
PROMISE I WILL PRAY FOR YOU ALWAYS!!!